Upside Down Day

Have you ever had one of those days that nothing seemed to go right? I recently had one of them. I went to a coffee shop to get Wifi. After numerous unsuccessful attempts I called my computer guy. He told me I’d better not touch it because I could lose everything on my computer. Now I’ve not backed things up for a LONG time and I’ve some pretty special pictures (about 7,000) of the last four years of our life. I didn’t want to lose them! So I packed up my computer and trekked down to my computer guy. I was deep in thought as I pulled up to the curb. In fact, I was so deep in thought that I hit the curb with a BANG! Right then and there the tire blew, the wheel cover broke and I ruined the rim. I happened to be thinking missionary minded thoughts not knowing that my actions had just created an opportunity to be a missionary in training. I called my husband and AAA. I felt like bawling! This was NOT the way I wanted to spend my morning! I proceeded to wait an hour till the tow truck arrived. The guy was hauling me and my vehicle to the shop where my husband would pick me up. I hopped in the cab. As we were driving, I sensed God asking me to speak a word for Him. We got on the subject of church and the Bible. According to him, he adamantly didn’t believe in either. He proceeded to tell me that he didn’t believe in any life after death and so on. What is the purpose to life if there is nothing after death? Why bother trying to live a moral life if there is no relationship with God? Before I hopped out I gave him a tip and I asked him if there was any way I could pray for him. “Oh,” he says boldly, “You can pray any way you like but I WON’ T change!” I sensed that perhaps God wanted to remind him one more time of his choice before he dies. Saddened I went home and together as a family we prayed for the man. No, my words may not have made a difference but my prayers do!

Thank You Jesus!


 Jesus gives the joy of loving. *Cabin Time*


  Jesus gives good gifts! *Christmas Eve Jammies*


 Jesus loves when we have fun! *Hershey Chocolate World*


 “Oh taste and see that the Lord is good!” *Smores with Daddy*


 Why do you serve Jesus?

What do you do with your upside down days?

Will you choose to be a missionary to someone today?


-Snatched From the Fire-

MB900438774Hi friends! It has been LONG time since blogging due to computer problems, holidays, visits and the whole nine yards that everyone else has on their plate.

My three year old son fell into an outdoor campfire. Yes, you read that right, and it was burning! We were on vacation as a family. On the very last day, last meal, we were going to have a hotdog roast. The children were outside playing. Jordan was chasing his ball. Never noticing the fire he hits the rocks and tumbles right in. My daughter cried out in terror and started running the other way. Dumbfounded, I stood there. Much to my horror, I see him flailing in the fire trying to get out, unable to. My husband dashed off the porch and yanked him out. Jordan’s coat was melted completely through, his eyebrows were melted together, his hair singed, and he had a huge black and blue mark on his leg from where he hit the rocks before tumbling in but otherwise he was fine! It felt like a HUGE God-miracle! Many stories don’t turn out as well. This got me to thinking. In Jude verse 23 it says:” save others by snatching them from the fire”. The urgency I felt. The danger that was present. Do we get it with the world? MB900437381Our world will one day be destroyed with fire (see Revelations). Millions of souls are dying with out Christ and will spend eterenity with fire. Do we seek to rescue even one from the flames? Is there an urgency? I’ve had the blessing of knowing about Christ ever since I was a baby. What about those who are flailing in the fire with no way of escape unless someone grabs them out?!  What does it mean to “snatch souls from the fire”? I believe this could mean praying, evangelizing, befriending, and action. What other things would you add to the list? Snatching people from the fire means that we will get dirty and the “job” won’t always be safe. It isn’t a life of comfort and luxury. Are you willing to be a people-snatcher?

                         “People Need the Lord”-by Steve Green

Everyday they pass me by,
I can see it in their eyes.
Empty people filled with care,
Headed who knows where?

On they go through private pain,
Living fear to fear.
Laughter hides their silent cries,
Only Jesus hears.

People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
At the end of broken dreams, He’s the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize, people need the Lord?

We are called to take His light
To a world where wrong seems right.
What could be too great a cost
For sharing Life with one who’s lost?

Through His love our hearts can feel
All the grief they bear.
They must hear the Words of Life
Only we can share.

People need the Lord, people need the Lord
At the end of broken dreams, He’s the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize that we must give our lives,
For peo-ple need the Lord.

People need the Lord.

Worry & the BellyAche

I suppose you heard the saying “Worry is like a rocking chair. It goes back and forth but gets you no where.” I disagree with that quote. Some times it gets you sick! Recently, my husband and I were working down in the basement when in passing he asks me if I was feeling ok. I said sure but wondered if he isn’t. He was like “No, I think I’m getting sick.” Those aren’t words I enjoy hearing and immediately I began thinking that he must be getting the stomache bug. Now there are few things I detest worse than the stomach bug. So I began mentally plotting a way to outsmart it. I began taking vitamins and more vitamins and over the counter medications and so forth. Well, it was no wonder that after a while I soon wasn’t feeling real hot. Conrad wondered what was up so I told him.  He began laughing. Here he meant that he thought he was getting a head cold! And I went to bed with a very unhappy stomach because I was trying to outwit my supposed stomach bug that was coming!

Worry is like that!It comes naturally. Worry can make you physically sick. It isn’t worth it! It can even make you go crazy after a while. Is it any wonder, the Bible is full of verses like these?

1 Peter 5:7  “Casting all your care upon him; for he cares for you.”

Matthew 11:28 “Come unto me, all you that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.”

Phillipians 4:8 “Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest,
whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are
lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if
there be any praise, think on these things.”

So the next time you are tempted to worry, think of my bellyache. Trust me, it doesn’t feel very good! By the way, better ways of coping would be to pray, talk with someone else, journall, take a walk, and the list goes on…


How do you cope with worry? I’d love to hear from you!





My dear blog “family”,

Hello, from this winter season upon us! You will find that my blog posts have slowed to a few drops here and there! Life has been busy. I have been going through some soul-searching and questioning. Things along the line of…does blogging make a difference? Is my time spent blogging a waste?etc. as well as inner questions such as strongholds of fear and insecurity, what are the roots? etc. Freedom in Christ, prayer, blessing and the list goes on. Besides that we have done remodeling to our house. I am choosing to make a radical decision. I/we are choosing to get rid of our internet in our home for the next couple months. This will slow my blogging down to barely a trickle but right now I am raising babies for the kingdom.

I have a six-year-old girl who I’m teaching to be a young lady. A six-year-old who has an amazing vision to be a missionary nurse some day. This takes investing. I will not have her forever.

I have a small lad who is three. He’s ambitious, a pioneer  by nature. God has huge plans for this young man. But today is the day I can soothe his boo boos. Today is the day he can sit on my lap and be hugged and kissed and nurtured! In a blink he will be grown!

I’ve got a 6 month old living dolly. She is more laid back than my other two but God has a plan for her! I know because God has had His hand upon her since her conception. Medically speaking, she shouldn’t be healthy or normal but she is! She is the child who will take life as it comes resting and nurturing. She won’t always be my baby. Now I get to cuddle and comfort her but the day is quickly coming when it will take more than that to comfort her.

I have an awesome husband that I want to grow old with. This means taking time now! Time with and without our precious children. I don’t want all the children to marry and leave home and be left to live with a stranger. This means date nights now! Kisses now! Words of affirmation now! Time now!

So I’m getting rid of my internet. It won’t be easy for me because I LOVE research, pinterest, e-mail, and facebook! It is a great crutch. But now there is more important things that I need to be investing in! Things I count more important. It is like the next couple months will be like intensive care units for my little family! Then there are other things, like our church’s children ministry an hour’s drive from our house every week, our church, and friendships.

I have living souls to engage. Souls to cherish. Lives to touch and memories to make.

“Letting Go”~

I am not sure who the author of this was or where I got it but figured it was worth sharing.

To let go doesn’t meant to stop caring…it means I can’t do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off…it’s the realization that I can’t control another.

To let go is not to enable…but to allow learning from natural consequences.

To let go is to admit powerlessness…which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try to change or blame another…I can only change myself.

To let go is not to care for…but to care about.

To let go is not to fix…but to be supportive.

To let go is not judge…but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle of arranging all the outcomes…but to allow the others to experience the effect of their own outcomes.

To let go is not to be protective…it is to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny..but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue…but to search out my own shortcomings and to correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires…but to take each day as it comes and to cherish the moment.

To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone…but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To let go is not to regret the past…but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more.

These are instructions on how to let go…perhaps it is of a rebellious child, burden or sorrow, losing a loved one or learning to live with a heartache, which we just cannot let go of. Read this over…Study it… Pray over it… and you will find that letting go of your load will release a peace within you, which will allow your spirit to soar…to be free…to completely give it to God…and let a work be done within you where the need is anyway.

Testimony Tuesday-Nigeria’s Red Letter Bible

The following is adapted from the November 2012 issue of “The Voice of the Martyrs” magazine.

Suleiman Abdulai is a Nigerian Christian who accepts the persecution promised by Christ. His Muslim family urged him to deny Jesus’ name and even tried to kill him, before finally disowning him. But, as Jesus promised in Matthew 10, the Holy Spirit gave him the words to speak before his accusers. Although faith in Christ has cost Suleiman his family, worldly possessions and reputation, he gained everything!

Suleiman was born into a wealthy northern Nigerian Muslim family. A smart young man, he used his sharp tongue and fierce intellect to debate publicly with Christians, trying to humiliate them. He thought frustrating the lives of Christians would help him earn enough favor to get to heaven.

His confidence in Islam began to weaken after he agreed to attend a Christian church service with a  woman from work named Elizabeth.

The first church service caused Suleiman to question his Muslim faith. It seemed that the pastor was speaking directly to him that Sunday morning describing things he’d done. Suleiman was shaken. He angrily accused Elizabeth for tipping the pastor off. When she adamantly denied it, he decided he’d test the pastor. He snuck into the church the next week and sat in the back. Again, it was as if the pastor were speaking directly to him. “He said thing that I never told anyone before,” Suleiman said.

After attending only two Christian church services, he was persuaded that he had found the truth. He gave his life to Christ and began studying the Bible, telling anyone who would listen to him about his new Christian faith. When Suleiman’s family heard rumors that he had turned away from Islam, they confronted him. “Have you given your life to Christ?” they asked. Suleiman willingly admitted that he had describing what he had experienced in church.

In anger and disbelief, his family asked how much money the church had given him to convert. “There is no money,” Suleiman told them. “I received the gift of light.” His family gave him a few weeks to reconsider his decision and called every Muslim leader they knew to pray for their wayward son. After several weeks with no apparent change, Suleiman’s father demanded “Deny this religion!”  But Suleiman replied, “No, it is impossible, because I have discovered the truth.”

Suleiman and Elizabeth got married. He then took her to meet his family but they remained furious about his conversion and his Christian wife. The entire family gathered around as his father insisted, “Deny this Christ or be killed!” His aunts cried and asked him, “Why can’t you deny him or at least pretend to deny the faith?”

Elizabeth shook with fear as she listened in the next room. She was certain he would be killed right then.

As the hours passed, Suleiman felt himself being worn down. “When the pressure was too much, I heard a voice,” he said. “I looked around but didn’t see a person. I heard him say, ‘If you deny me before man, I will deny you before my Father,’ This is when I knew Jesus was there.”

Confident that Christ was standing right beside him, Suleimand told his family, “I’m not going to deny who I serve. I am ready to die, because I know He is here.” Sensing that the Holy Spirit was urging him to leave, he walked to the next room, took his wife by the hand, and left his family’s house. “As soon as we got outside,” he said, “we started to run.”

He and his wife escaped that potentially deadly confrontation but his family came looking for him. Although he hadn’t told them where he lived, they managed to find his apartment. One day while Suleiman was away visiting with a friend, a mob armed with automatic weapons descended upon the building where he lived. Later, his neighbors told him that the men from his family said they would kill him when they found him. Suleiman said that realizing the Holy Spirit had led him away from his apartment that day gave the him the “strength and confidence to serve Him with all of my heart.”

“After I gave my life to Christ, I would lock myself in a room to cry, I was not sad because I was missing my family, but I was sad because they are not going to heaven.”

Suleiman is now an evangelist and public speaker who lectures on Islam and shares his testimony. When he is not busy speaking, he spends his time ministering to converts from Islam to Christianity.

Suleiman isn’t consumed by fear because he is convinced that Islam is false. “There is no peace in Islam,” he said. “Islam brings division, and the only way we can overcome Islam is by love-not by fighting, not by rioting. It is by love. If we can take the love of God and begin to share it with people, Islam will fall.”

He knows the Gospel is the answer. “We should not be scared. We have the power of God in us to reach a dying world.”

This year Suleimand intends to focus on sharing the gospel with Muslim leaders. “Anyone who kills me as a converted Muslim, his reward is double,” he said. “But we will not be afraid. We will still preach the Gospel to them.” He asks that we pray for his preservation, but said, “For me, to die is gain.”

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Forgiveness. A recent episode spiked my interest in this topic. Everyone in this world has been wronged in some way or another, some times in subtle ways and at other times in ways like the boom of thunder in a summer storm. How do you deal with this? Some of the classic responses are anger, sadness, rejection, revenge, gossip, and the list goes on; slowly poisoning our hearts and minds and those of the individuals that surround us. I am often right with the list. A hot trigger point for me is when the other person gets off looking and smelling like a rose! What are your trigger points? How do I deal with them? How does Christ look at forgiveness? What does it mean to walk the path of freedom in forgiveness? These are some things that I want to tackle in this post.

What is forgiveness? Forgiveness means granting pardon, mercy, releasing the need to judge another, separating the person from the action. Forgiveness is not denial, condoning, or forgetting.

First of all, we need to look at the pain. Acknowledge what has been done, how it made you feel and your current feelings. Don’t try to cover them up with food, internet, etc. Doing that is “hueing out broken cisterns” (Jer.2:13).

Step two-pray. Have you ever found yourself unable or unwilling to forgive? Ask God to break down the walls of unforgiveness in your heart. Spend lots of time with God, only He is able to bring healing to the pain. Ask God to show you the truth in the situation. Pray that the lies spoken to you would be broken in Jesus Name. Take responsibility and confess your part in the incident.

Step three-make the conscious decision to forgive. This is not about feelings! It is about a deliberate choice to walk in obedience to God. It is called faith. One may find it helpful to write out what happen. “I forgive ___________ for ____________. It made me feel _________________. Write down as much as you need to. Take the paper and pray about what you wrote. Then burn it, flush it, or rip it in pieces. As you say, “I am choosing to forgive ______________ for ____________.” Don’t expect change in the other person. Expect it in you. Forgiveness is a journey. It takes time. And some times you have to make the conscious choice again and again.

Colossians 3:13
Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.

Matthew 6:14-16
For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.

 “To be forgiven is such sweetness that honey is tasteless in comparison with it. But yet there is one thing sweeter still, and that is to forgive. As it is more blessed to give than to receive, so to forgive rises a stage higher in experience than to be forgiven.” –Charles Spurgeon

Freedom in the Graveyard-

Today happens to be Halloween. Halloween is a very dark, demonic “holiday” when evil spirits and demons are more active than any other day of the year. Participating in Halloween is worshiping the enemy, Satan. Halloween is often paired with horrendous costumes of witches and decorations of tombstones, etc.

Today I want to talk about another type of death. Death to the old man  brings freedom through the blood of Jesus and a relationship with Him. I want to talk to those who have already named Jesus Christ as their personal Saviour. Often times after coming to Christ, we find ourselves struggling with things like are marked on these tomb stones found in a tour of someone’s Gospel garden. These things will eventually bring spiritual death.

“…let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,” Hebrews 12:1

What does it mean to set aside these things? They often masquerade as something more pious. We need to lay ALL ourselves on the altar.

The way of the cross, leads HOME!

Today; my friends, instead of worshipping the god of this world. May you find yourself finding freedom in the graveyard of putting to death the old man and walking in true liberty in Jesus Christ!!!

Ephesian 4:22 & 24

“That ye put off concerning the former conversation the old man, which is corrupt
according to the deceitful lusts;…And that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and
true holiness”

For more info:

Ephesians 5:7-12, Deuteronomy 18:10-12,

“Upside Down!”

Matthew 23:11-12

King James Version (KJV)

11 But he that is greatest among you shall be your servant.

12 And whosoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted.

Those verses don’t make sense!  Just like the picture at the right doesn’t make sense. It is wacky. Upside down. Skewed.

People love to be noticed! They want to be known as someone who is great, rich, funny, passionate, or a million and one other things. To be a servant?! Our selfish nature cringes at this. Who wants to serve, when it looks more glamorous to be out front? I want to be  known as a great baker. But alas, I flop can flop a straight forward chocolate chip cookie recipe! I want to be known as a great teacher but where the chocolate coats the candy is at home in the daily grind. I would like to have a large readership on my blog but what will that matter if those 1,000 people don’t remember a thing I wrote? I would like to have people see me as having a well of wisdom but does the well exist  if my husband and family are not touched by it?

We’ve got ads “Cuteness is Our Thing”(clothing, Zulily), “Empowering People” (computer, Acer), “The Power to Do Your Best” (computer, Apple), “When You’ve Got It, Flaunt It” (airlines, Braniff Airways), “Have It Your Way” (fast food, Burger King), “Image is Everything” (camera, Canon) and the list goes on. How many of these things fit in the verses above? How many can truly fulfill what they are promising? We live in a “ME” centered world. Entertain “ME” centered relationships. Spend “ME” centered money. And often, (sadly), attend “ME” centered worship services.

What if there was more to life? What if what we thought was important, really wasn’t? What if we were teaching, what doesn’t matter? According to Matthew 23, this is the case. To be great, one must humble themselves and serve. To be exalted, one needs humility. It is SO upside down! Don’t we admire those who are open about their needs? I do. Don’t we find honor easier when someone is humble? I do.

Today, what does it look like to live an upside down life? What does it mean to serve? Are you okay with laying self at the altar?

Will you look through your glasses like everyone else or will you choose to embrace the different? Christ’s glasses?

I am a coupon cutting mom. In fact, I love getting a good bargain. This week when I stopped in at CVS I couldn’t find my $1.00 off coupon. “Oh,” I said to the cashier, “I did have a coupon but I think I must have left it in the vehicle.” So she said I should go check. I did. I went and dug around trying to find it to no avail. So I come in and pay and my total was $0.53. As I finished paying I spied my coupon. I was not very happy about that. Then I went to Giant and was looking for another coupon I’d not put away properly and AGAIN I couldn’t find it! I was doubly unhappy then! That one was for a free pack of cookies up to $1.99. Things were not going my way and I was upset. I trot past the bakery and how I wanted to buy a big box of doughnuts to comfort eat! I began complaining quietly to God. “WHY!? Why did this happen to me? I could have saved some more money. So on and so forth!” Then it “hit me between the eyes” so to speak. Who was I to demand that God find me my coupon I carelessly misplaced? Who was I to speak like that to an almighty God who always does what is best for His children? Who was I insisting that God be my slot machine, pressing the right button and out pops what I want?

Do you ever comfort eat? Do you demand things of God? Do you ever complain about what life has handed you? Maybe you are not like me. My pride stank! I don’t want to serve a god that is only as big as me! I needed to realize ALL the doughnuts and chocolate candy and chips in the world wouldn’t take away my feelings. That it would only give me more negative feelings like guilt. My actions reminded me of the Israelites in their wilderness wonderings. “In Egypt, we had the leeks and the garlics, the melons…”

In those moments, I had a choice was I going to be grouchy because things didn’t go MY way? Or was I going to choose the high road? The one of releasing it to God and asking Him to help me choose joy and peace. Was I seriously going to let $3.00 ruin my day? Or was I going to rejoice in that I had the $3.00 extra?

I managed to take God’s way and ended up enjoying the rest of the day. Today, which road will you choose?


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